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There is still so much to discover...


There is the family adventure and then the inner journey : to dig into human nature minutely, without affect, and observe the motivations, the reactions and the fears in ourselves. And try  less selfish, go beyond contractions, conditioning and all that is false. Because to discover what beauty and love are, you have to free yourself from conflicts. So many things to cover, to discover, to understand. And none of this has been taught nor explained to us in details. We have been told that the system was going to do the job, educate us, right ? And we did learn some things, of course..

There is the family adventure and then the inner journey : to dig into human nature minutely, without affect, and observe the motivations, the reactions and the fears in ourselves. And try less selfish, go beyond contractions, conditioning and all that is false. Because to discover what beauty and love are, you have to free yourself from conflicts. So many things to cover, to discover, to understand. And none of this has been taught nor explained to us in details. We have been told that the system was going to do the job, educate us, right ? And we did learn some things, of course..


BUT IN THE END, WE DIDN'T LEARN MUCH, ONLY USEFULNESS THINGS..

We then got swallowed up in life way too early, too quickly, unarmed, helpless. We quickly lost our illusions. We understood that we had been fooled, that what we had been told was not worth much, it was only soft fluff, peruvian flute, simulacra. But the truth was quite different. So we had to manage alone, groping around, being tricked like idiots, like our parents. All the great speeches on love, values, traditions and labor only revealed the conditioned lying nature of the individual.. Parental authority is only violence and contradictions, it is lies' school, and it starts with Santa Claus and then Jesus Christ. We do not even want to blame them for it, poor buggers, they too succumbed to conditioning, ideologies and authorities.


They were filled with fears, poor devils. We would have preferred more honesty, humility, less sterility in everything. Consequently we find ourselves very stuck in middle age, in an existence that is paralyzed, caught hoping..

We dream of so many things, yet unable to be of the present moment, fleeing the truth of what we have become, and that is : small, mean and hypocritical. Even the hope of being elsewhere generates contradiction and conflict : wanting to be what we are not. The incessant quest for sensations and hedonism as a means of fleeing a little more. It is a way of anesthetizing the critical mind, and no longer feel anything. We thereby look to relieve existential stress with cigarettes, beer and wine, sex, work, sport, whatever you want, anything will. Whatever we seem to touch generates a new problem for ourself and for others.


THE WORLD IS ON THE EDGE OF PERMANENT TEARS..

Nothing seems to make sense anymore, apart from working and earning a living, polishing up our little career. There is also the cult of business, being boss of this or that, and work for globalization and the grandiose world collapse. But one day we wake up to the fact that we have become old, and we have remained stupid, conditioned, hardened like a dead soul. We're even a little more dumb than we were before. But it is too late to reconsider anything. We are already preparing for the grave, we would like a comfortable funeral, violins, masquerade, again and again. Yet it is possible to find meaning in life and be legitimate, genuine, virtuous, honest.. We don't always have to pretend, look elsewhere, peddle our talks.


We have to be a little serious all the same, find a little curiosity, and not just focus on ourself. We must also give up our beliefs, our certainties and regain a little humility, a sense of truth. We must first stop chasing shadows, and focus on the light...

We are too quickly content with a small life that meets requirements. We accept our status, our image, our role. We are not very demanding are we ? We look at what others are doing, we compare ourselves, and then we copy. It is not very complicated, we level ourselves in mediocrity. So we try to surpass ourselves in everything that allows avoidance, in everything that allows us to tell ourselves things to have things to tell, to feel a little bigger. But that's not where the field of operations is. We don't work where we should, we just get in the wrong fight, it's a shame...


THE ONLY WORTHY DISCOVERIES COME FROM INSIDE, WHEN WE KNOW HOW TO OBSERVE THE FACT OF OUR EXISTENCE AND NOT THE IDEA. THEN WE CAN ACT WITH VIRTU.
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